Faith.

First of all I am sorry for being so emosional lol *macam ada orang baca entry ni

Okay, postive mind is really important bila kau tengah marah lagilagi bila perempuan period memang gangster taiko kepe alert perempuan bukan cam lelaki ha. Memanglah apa kau cakap tu yes betul je semua benda tak semestinya I am your faith kan? But before that, why kau cakap "waiting" I mean what for? Waste your time untuk aku tunggu kau. Terus terang aku cakap kau ni bukan one in million that was really hard to find, you are same like others. Sama je macam semua lelaki, except my dad. Kau bagi harapan tapi at the end you said 

"tak semestinya getting married itu awak" 

lepastu bila aku baca ayat tu jadi camni 

"tak semestinya awak pilhan saya"

Yeah you are right. I decide nak jadi emosional whole day dekat sekolah just because of you but bila pikir balik, kenapa aku tak sedih sebab kau? Ada bagi manfaat balik ke untuk aku kan? I enjoy my life. Perhaps, I have my family, best eva family. Friends, that are always by my side even diorang tak tahu pon masalah aku. Diorang hormat privacy aku. I'm so glad. Lagipun semua ni jadi mesti ada hikmah kan mungkin kita memang you know kan. Trial pon nak dekat and sepuluh terakhir Ramadhan I have date :> Allah Azzawajal 

Semoga awak panjang umur hidup bahagia saya dah penat ah wak nak gaduh. I tried of everything. Terima kasih atas segala harapan mu. Mungkin boleh dipertimbangkan ops for last week not next week. Anymore. Saya harap je awak bahagia. Maybe ada hikmah kan, lagipun nak dekat trial dengan sepuluh akhir Ramadhan je wak. Awak studylah. Saya okay je nak jadi "kawan" awak. Tapi tak untuk harapan awak. Harapan saya pada Allah InsyaAllah

I am sorry not sorry lol

banana.